Seattle Marathon 2012
I love the start of a race - when all the runners are facing the same direction in anticipation of a collective mission. But compared to the half marathons I've been to, these marathon runners mean serious business. I slid in somewhere between the 4:10 pacer and the 4:40 pacer and pretended to be serious too.
They played the star spangled banner and I felt un-derserving and inspired and ready to go. I got my armband and iphone set and pressed play so Tina Fey could talk me through the next 5 hours of my life. The first 6 miles felt great - they flew by! My toes went numb but I tied my shoes a little tighter at the I-90 turnaround and it actually helped. Good choice on the half size bigger for the new shoes I said to myself!
I remember looking at the water in the fog and zoning out except for the excitement of seeing mile markers. And because we double back I remember these amazing "true" marathoners flying past us pretty early on and just staring in awe. They are made from a different mould for sure. It was pretty cold being right off the water. I made it down Lake Washington blvd and heard that dang Ganghim style song blaring from Seward Park. Dare I say I was invigorated!? The 4:10 pacer passed me around the 12th mile and I stayed with a girl with striped socks that was running her FOURTH marathon in FOUR days. Every time I felt tired, I would read the back of her leg which said FOUR marathons in FOUR days. And I would think, well this is nothing.
I hit 13.1 miles at 2:15. I drank my Eric's Sport Ade and felt fantastic. I remember the beautiful trees and fog and repeating, I love you. I guess I was talking to myself. I kept running. I loved seeing the water stations, it was such a symbol of progression. I kept trying to calculate my times since I didn't load the pacing app because I didn't want my phone to die. But mostly I enjoyed the run until.... about mile 20.
And then the hills started, and the saying "what the hell are you doing!?" started and it was suddenly a different beast. So instead of zoning out, I had to zone in to physically, consciously, mentally make myself run. And if I didn't my body would just start walking and sometimes just stop. Like really just stop! I downed my last Eric's Sport Shot for some extra encouragement and was so thankful a friend met me at 21 miles to run with me. It was still hard and at times my body was begging me to just walk but I pushed through. I love running over the bridge and seeing downtown Seattle, but the last and longest 2 miles are still left. Thankfully two friends that ran the half marathon caught me right over the bridge and cheered me through as I ran down the hills toward the last quarter mile. Knowing my boys were waiting at the top of Mercer kept me running and I was so excited to see them all. It was sunny and beautiful and I felt bright and shiny as I crossed that finish line running hard. I had done it, and done it well.
I'm not sure what to say about the accomplishment. I'm proud of how I did, but its not pride I feel. I'm happy I did it, but its not joy I feel either. I think it must be love.
I didn't cry after the race. I wanted to, but just didn't. I might have been in too much pain to get tears out. But later, while laid up on the couch I saw a quote on a commercial:
be yourself
everyone else is already taken
and thats when the tears came. Dear self - look what we did, I love you!
Showing posts with label marathon. Show all posts
Showing posts with label marathon. Show all posts
Saturday, December 1, 2012
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Seattle Half to the Seattle Full!! Part 1
Can I say it now, I am a marathoner!?
Feels like its stretching the truth a bit. But I did do it, I completed a marathon.
26.2 miles, yeahhhhhhhhhhh!!
1 year ago I ran the Seattle half marathon - my very first half marathon. Afterwards I said it was the hardest thing I had ever done (besides childbirth of course!) It was rainy, wet and cold but I really felt good about it, how I pushed my body and pushed my soul. And so when I signed up for the full marathon just 10 short days ago, I must have thought:
I'm ready to do that again, but to the next level. And there is no 3/4 marathon to sign up for so 26.2 miles it was.
Or I had one beer too many and got a little overconfident in my abilities.
Or I was like, its only 30 more dollars for another 13.1 miles, thats the better deal, if I'm going to fork over some money, I should get my money's worth!!
Actually, it was a nice mix of all three of those things. But I did sign up, and then promptly stayed up all night thinking, what have I done!
I was very nervous - probably from having an only 10 day training program that consisted of
1. drinking a lot of water, including hunniwater!
2. researching how not to chaff
3. finding/testing new shoes
4. develop a way to not lose my mind, or rather lose my mind so I could finish!
But my program went well, in those ten days I:
1. drank lots of hunniwater
2. bought a $1 stick of body glide at the Expo and some underarmor running pants
3. went to fred meyer to buy a new version and a half size bigger of the exact shoe I had been wearing for the last year (the night before the race, I don't recommend - although not many blisters!)
4. downloaded Tina Fey's BossyPants and the End of the Affair read by Colin Firth onto my iphone
And for all my extensive preparations I still had some serious nervousness! Which could be from:
1. only preparing for 10 days
2. not following the crossfitendurance.com site very closely since I ran the Edmonds Half in September
3. Never having run over 13.1 miles in my life.
4. Really, new shoes right before a race!?
But I reminded myself
1. It's just like running two half marathons, and I've ran 3 already!
2. I will think of it as training for an ultra marathon
3. I am a badass and can do this!!!!
4. God help me!! no really God help me.
Okay, check the next post for my marathon recap!
http://ericsfitmama.blogspot.com/2012/12/seattle-half-to-seattle-full-part-2.html
Feels like its stretching the truth a bit. But I did do it, I completed a marathon.
26.2 miles, yeahhhhhhhhhhh!!
1 year ago I ran the Seattle half marathon - my very first half marathon. Afterwards I said it was the hardest thing I had ever done (besides childbirth of course!) It was rainy, wet and cold but I really felt good about it, how I pushed my body and pushed my soul. And so when I signed up for the full marathon just 10 short days ago, I must have thought:
I'm ready to do that again, but to the next level. And there is no 3/4 marathon to sign up for so 26.2 miles it was.
Or I had one beer too many and got a little overconfident in my abilities.
Or I was like, its only 30 more dollars for another 13.1 miles, thats the better deal, if I'm going to fork over some money, I should get my money's worth!!
Actually, it was a nice mix of all three of those things. But I did sign up, and then promptly stayed up all night thinking, what have I done!
I was very nervous - probably from having an only 10 day training program that consisted of
1. drinking a lot of water, including hunniwater!
2. researching how not to chaff
3. finding/testing new shoes
4. develop a way to not lose my mind, or rather lose my mind so I could finish!
But my program went well, in those ten days I:
1. drank lots of hunniwater
2. bought a $1 stick of body glide at the Expo and some underarmor running pants
3. went to fred meyer to buy a new version and a half size bigger of the exact shoe I had been wearing for the last year (the night before the race, I don't recommend - although not many blisters!)
4. downloaded Tina Fey's BossyPants and the End of the Affair read by Colin Firth onto my iphone
And for all my extensive preparations I still had some serious nervousness! Which could be from:
1. only preparing for 10 days
2. not following the crossfitendurance.com site very closely since I ran the Edmonds Half in September
3. Never having run over 13.1 miles in my life.
4. Really, new shoes right before a race!?
But I reminded myself
1. It's just like running two half marathons, and I've ran 3 already!
2. I will think of it as training for an ultra marathon
3. I am a badass and can do this!!!!
4. God help me!! no really God help me.
Okay, check the next post for my marathon recap!
http://ericsfitmama.blogspot.com/2012/12/seattle-half-to-seattle-full-part-2.html
Monday, September 26, 2011
Running on Eric's Sport Shot
I run on Eric's Sport Shot!!
So yesterday morning I literally ran 8 miles on Eric's SPORT SHOT with an Eric's SPORT ADE boost at mile 4. I've been training for the Seattle half marathon and have been running on a schedule where 8 miles is the farthest I've run yet. Like farthest in my lifetime. As in I am so not a runner and never thought I would be but when taking the Eric's Sport Shot you get excited to do all kinds of things... Like sign up for marathons and run 8 miles on a Sunday morning!
But even when not logging miles, I'm running on Eric's. Wake up to the morning madness, stumble around to find that Eric's Sport Shot, take it down and am ready for the day! From running the home to running this business, I am running on Eric's! Not sure there would be any other way to balancing the demands of motherhood and the demands of Eric's Energy Co.
So, for those of you running... running a marathon, running your home, your job, your business, running your LIFE, you can do it all with Eric's!
So yesterday morning I literally ran 8 miles on Eric's SPORT SHOT with an Eric's SPORT ADE boost at mile 4. I've been training for the Seattle half marathon and have been running on a schedule where 8 miles is the farthest I've run yet. Like farthest in my lifetime. As in I am so not a runner and never thought I would be but when taking the Eric's Sport Shot you get excited to do all kinds of things... Like sign up for marathons and run 8 miles on a Sunday morning!
But even when not logging miles, I'm running on Eric's. Wake up to the morning madness, stumble around to find that Eric's Sport Shot, take it down and am ready for the day! From running the home to running this business, I am running on Eric's! Not sure there would be any other way to balancing the demands of motherhood and the demands of Eric's Energy Co.
So, for those of you running... running a marathon, running your home, your job, your business, running your LIFE, you can do it all with Eric's!
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